Causes of mediocrity

Date: 2021-05-01

- Not asking for help - doing everything by myself
- Neglecting my health and physical form
- Neglecting manners, speaking, tone of voice
- Having an undisciplined mind and not dealing with this issue. People don’t realise and fully understand the power of our mind. They understand the power of the brain - everyone knows that if you are smart, you will earn a lot of money. But is that the end goal? There are many rich people that will be forgotten and have never helped another human being. If you study in a good school or if you are talanted and are smarter than other and you think that's enough.

The problem is that this story that everyone believes in is just one point of view. This is not enough to leave a mark in the world. To make a change, to make a good change in the world. To influence millions of lives for good. No, that's just being smart, having a lot of money and even making people feel jealous and hate you for what you have. But if you desire is not only about money but to give back, then your fulfilling is much greater. Then you leave something for the human kind.

However, this statement doesn't mean that money are evil and you don't have to dream about money. You will be fool if you don't dream about money and if you don't fight to have more money. If you disrespect money, they will never come to you. It's simple as that. And loving money is great, aiming for a better life, better self - that must be everyone's mission. Being better humans - this includes having more money, being better in our job, being better person, looking better, thinking differently, knowning more - it's a full package. It's not a single thing like - do better, help others. You have to help yourself first, before helping others.

When I realise this true, it's so easy to be confident about asking for more without feeling pressured that people will judge me. The one that will judge me about what I want from life is the fooler who doesn't really understand the meaning of life and why we, the humans are here. It's not enough to exist. Even plants doesn't only exist. They give so much to the planet and to the humans and the animals. If you say that you don't want a lot from life, you are a simple person and you want a simple life, then is that simple life makes you better every day? If you don't embrace challenges and don't push yourself for being a better person until your very last day, then why are you living? What's your mission in earth? Yes, you don't have to have a mission, maybe a mission is only to exist. Ah.. who knows.

But I believe I must struggle, fight and act in order to inspire future humans because only through inspiration people act. Only inspiration give courage to achieve great things.

- Today, my inspiration comes from Ferdinand Magellan. This human that has never thought or suggest that could inspire a modern woman 500 years later. Exactly 500 years from his last day - 27.04.1521Y. I wish he could knew about this. I wish I knew this human and had the chance to talk with him or just to listen to his talks..or just to read some of his journals.
- Today, my inspiration comes from Abraham Lincoln. I wish he could knew that a women, 156years later cry for his death and feel the pain of missing a very close friend. Someone who has never met.. in real physical world. But I meet Lincoln every day, I talk with him and I cry for him. It's so difficult to realise that such a human has lived in this earth. I wonder if he has ever thought that he will become such an inspiration for millions of people, many years later.

I'm thinking about these 2 great men and wonder what they would think if I tell them the impact they have left after their deaths. How they would respond me if I tell them about their greatness.

I wonder if I had the chance to go back in time and prevent their deaths. Will that be a good decision to save their lifes or were their deaths impacted the way we feel about them. Maybe I have feel such a pain of loosing them because the way they have died. And maybe I would never want to save them but only to tell them about the impact they have left. I'm sure that will be enough for them and they won't need to be saved. I wonder how many great people has left unknown and faith was unfair.

- Not understanding the main principle of being part of the history. Not dreaming high enough.